ill never forget the smell of your neck so soft. the taste of your lips on mine, cold as ice from the night air. i can feel your heart beating in perfect rhythm with mine. i love the warmth of your hand as we twine our fingers together. my heart flutters with anxiety and happiness when your skin touches mine. i can hear you breathing in my ear as you hold me tightly. your smile melts my very soul when i see it crawl across your face, and i swear it could tell a thousand stories. your dark eyes sparkle in the moonlight, holding so much more than i can imagine. i recognize the look you give me, though. i want to take a picture, just so i can save this moment forever. my heart rises into my throat, and i cant imagine ever being happier. i think over and over; youre so beautiful. your looks could kill me, and your touch could make me cry. just thinking about you takes my breath away, and you could crush me with just one glance. and i know, in the bottom of my heart, that this is love.
and now i feel it again. that hollow, empty sensation that seems to follow me like a shadow. all i want is for someone to lay here with me, to hold me, so i dont have to be alone. i dont want to be alone anymore, love. my love. my soul. you are the air i breathe, you are the ground beneath my feet. i need you here with me. either save me from this or get out of my head; out of my heart. please, love. please stop making me cry. why do we hurt the ones we love? why do the ones we love hurt us?