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hush, hush, my little lush...

i knew the moment that I met you that day, when you came to me and you took my hand, i'd do whatever i could so you'd stay, so please stay with me.

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NAME - cinnamon zombie.
LEVEL - eleventy billion and two.
RACE - ninja lesbotron.
CLASS - a freaking warlock.
BIRTHDATE - 02/02/95
LOCALE - idaho.
PHYSICAL TRAITS - short. crazy hair. plain face. dresses like a homeless person. usually on the phone.
RELIGION - theistic satanist.
RELATIONSHIP STATUS - ilu lexi. :]
HOBBIES - drawing, writing, painting, longboarding, the drums, chillin' with my boys. <3

[just in case they're wondering, they've got us pinned terribly. they don't believe our love is real, cause they dont know how real love feels.]

[you should know, it's true. just now, the part about my love for you. and now my heart's about to burst into a thousand little pieces. oh, it must be true. and they'll believe us too, soon.]

[baby, it's fact, our love is true. the word black is black, and blue is just blue. my love is true, it's a matter of fact. oh, and you love me too, it's as simple as that.]

[baby, our love is true...]

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: above you land, zimbabwe
  • Interests: drawing, writing, playing with my puppy, pretty girls, loud music, the drumzzz
  • Favourite movie: grandmas boy, pineapple express, little nicky, the last unicorn, donnie darko
  • Favourite band or musician: cash cash
  • Favourite genre of music: whatever sounds good.
  • Favourite artist: alex pardee/junji iito/johnsu
  • Favourite poet or writer: chuck palahniuk, stephen king, shintaro kago
  • Favourite photographer: edward weston
  • Favourite style of art: pretty?
  • Operating System: linux. <33
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod.
  • Favourite game: haunting ground, okami, fear, fatal frame, fable, wow, endless ocean, god of war, resident evil
  • Favourite gaming platform: xbox 360/ps2/oldskoo nintendo
  • Favourite cartoon character: rude dog
  • Personal Quote: come closer...so i can rape you.
  • Tools of the Trade: scalpel. veggie wrap. hairspray. creme brulee torch. an undying sense of romanticism. <3

talking to myself.

Fri Nov 20, 2009, 11:21 PM
you don't have to read this. really.

the same question has been plaguing me for some time now. what is love? how does one fall in love? does love even exist? if i had to make an educated guess, id say that ive been in love before. but who knows? because as i was just saying, i have no idea what the crap this 'love' thing is all about.
i have to assume that love is wanting to spend every minute of every day with someone, getting a happy sick feeling in your stomach when you think about them, accidentally making an excited squealing noise when they call or text you and fretting like a child about what to say back, dreaming of nothing but their face...
but like i said...who knows. for all i know, love is just a lie, just obsession, just the excuse of a stubborn girl scorned by the object of her selfish desires.
but somehow, i hope this isn't the case. because love is hope. every time i'm hurt, theres hope that someday, ill find someone else who will give me reason to live. and because what we had must not have been love, ill eventually find something even more beautiful.
because love isnt about sex, its about connection.
but you know what? sometimes thats just not enough. theres always that one person you just dont want to let go. because the thought of never kissing them again, never walking hand in hand, never again being able to find warmth in their embrace, the thought of them no longer belonging to you makes you physically ill.
and every time you close your eyes, you see love. you see yourself sitting next to him, with his arm draped over your shoulders. you tilt your head up to kiss him, and your lips only reach to his jaw. but you kiss him there anyways. and instead of moving away, you just linger there, your head on his shoulder, your lips on his neck. and you swear you can feel his pulse. you swear you can feel him on the other side of your bed, just keeping you warm, because the forests of your dreams are so bitterly cold.
and when you open your eyes, you realize youre crying.
why? because youre alone. completely and utterly alone in this room. this house. this world. there are people with you, of course. but nobody who loves you just as much as you thought they did. so who? who'll be there on sleepless nights, driving all the way to your house just because you uttered the word 'lonely'?
fucking no one.
because love is for people with much more faith than i.
yet i still hope it exists...
because wouldnt that be sweet?

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Mood: Joy ~bk00 Nov 10, 2009, 2:54:10 PM
Hi! my name's Konrad, ben (mills-taylor)'s black brother! u can draw pretty well! if you ever get the time stop by and say hi! Well, bye!

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~lenarox Nov 10, 2009, 5:24:42 PM
you know, it does make sense that ben would have a black brother. ;o

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Mood: Love ~bk00 Nov 10, 2009, 6:38:55 PM
i'm adopted! and yea, it's not really a surprise to most people. thank for the watch! :love:

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~zooboy18 Sep 16, 2009, 11:25:33 PM
thanks for thafav 8D

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~iloveboo Sep 3, 2009, 6:16:10 PM
thanks a lot for the fav ^^

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~Cholesterol-Bird Sep 1, 2009, 10:22:08 PM
thnx a lot 4 the :+fav: :love:

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=Roxas-Destiny Sep 1, 2009, 8:09:19 AM
okay^^

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and i´ll protect my boys >:3 So be careful!!! ....

And don´t use my OC´s for Yaoi ,okay ? ¬¬
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~lenarox Sep 1, 2009, 8:11:46 AM
ive got like two linearts...the one for ada wong and the one for alma wade. : P
if you want, i can draw one of sora or something. haha

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=Sweet-Emmy Aug 27, 2009, 2:11:49 AM
Thanks for the watch :hug:

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~lenarox Aug 27, 2009, 2:26:06 AM
indeed, my dear.

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